As y'all knew, I quit target to work on my book (which I still haven't got published yet, but I'm getting closer). My boyfriend and I moved back to his town and are currently staying with his mom until we can get on our feet and stable. He's struggling to find a job and I'm working a job that is super hard on my back, but we are still happy and in love. I think we can say a lot of our happiness comes from seeing Jalen's smiling face and hearing his joyful laugh all the time!
We still have my apartment back in Lawrence(until next month) so that makes things a Lil tough on us with double bills and one income. We are both stressed, but we are making it work and know it's only temporary and our struggle will be over soon; as long as we have God and each other, we can get through it all!!
This move has taught me so much, not only about myself, but about our relationship as well. I'm growing so much as a woman, a girlfriend, and a stepmom. I think it's amazing how God can keep blessing you when you fall short. He has helped me so much during this move because I talk with him EVERYDAY; Ive also learned to listen as well. I couldn't be where I was at if it wasn't for the Lord.
I hope, if any of you are still reading this, I can inspire you to keep going and never give up on yourself or your dreams. Don't let anyone tell you that your dreams aren't important. After all, they are YOUR dreams so they wouldn't understand. Be passionate, love hard, laugh often. Just know that it may be tough right now, but it will get better! It may be cloudy and rain days or weeks in a row, but the sun will ALWAYS shine again! If nobody has told you that you are important or worth it, YOU ARE! And never, ever forget that!!! I love you all! You guys are the reason I keep going!!! Be easy, stay blessed!
-Mz J
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